这一夜本该很沉重,我也想搞点伤感的调调。可是,做深沉的思考状沉默了十几秒后,我觉得什么也不如上床睡觉好。只剩七、八小时而已,十年都过去了,何必吝惜这一夜呢?正好睡觉。
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
积满灰尘的日记本
它们放在书柜的一个角落里,可能有十年没有人动过了。那时,脆弱的廉价的眼泪经常会落在上面。现在,只有灰尘铺满封面,一年又一年的灰尘。我觉得,如今记录生活,任何文字也不如灰尘来的更加真实。
Saturday, November 12, 2005
又是老歌,从豆庄主那里偷来的。
Once there were green fields, kissed by the sun.Once there were valleys, where rivers used to run.Once there were blue skies, with white clouds high above.Once they were part of an everlasting love.We were the lovers who strolled through green fields.
Green fields are gone now, parched by the sun.Gone from the valleys, where rivers used to run.Gone with the cold wind, that swept into my heart.Gone with the lovers, who let their dreams depart.Where are the green fields, that we used to roam?
I'll never know what, made you run away.How can I keep searching when dark clouds hide the day.I only know there's, nothing here for me.Nothing in this wide world, left for me to see.
Still I'll keep on waiting, until you return.I'll keep on waiting, until the day you learn.You can't be happy, while your heart's on the roam,You can't be happy until you bring it home.Home to the green fields, and me once again.
Friday, November 11, 2005
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
咏诗明志
最近郁闷,录《正气歌》以明志。
余囚北庭,坐一土室,室广八尺,深可四寻,单扉低小,白间短窄,污下而幽暗。当此夏日,诸气萃然。雨潦四集,浮动床几,时则为水气。涂泥半朝,蒸沤沥澜,时则为土气。乍晴暴热,风道四塞,时则为日气。檐阴薪爨,助长炎虐,时则为火气。仓腐寄顿,陈陈逼人,时则为米气。骈肩杂沓,腥臊汗诟,时则为人气。或圊溷,或毁尸,或腐鼠,恶气杂出,时则为秽气。叠是数气,当之者鲜不为厉。而予以孱弱,俯仰其间,于兹二年矣,幸而无恙,是殆有养致然尔。然亦安知所养何哉?孟子曰:吾善养吾浩然之气。彼气有七,吾气有一。以一敌七,吾何患焉?况浩然者,乃天地之正气也,作正气歌一首。天地有正气,杂然赋流形。下则为河岳,上则为日星。于人曰浩然,沛乎塞苍冥。皇路当清夷,含和吐明庭。时穷节乃见,一一垂丹青。在齐太史简,在晋董狐笔,在秦张良棰,在汉苏武节。为严将军头,为嵇侍中血,为张睢阳齿,为颜常山舌。或为辽东帽,清操厉冰雪。或为出师表,鬼神泣壮烈。或为渡江楫,慷慨吞胡羯。或为击贼笏,逆竖头破裂。是气所磅薄,凛烈万古存。当其贯日月,生死安足论。地维赖以立,天柱赖以尊。三纲实系命,道义为之根。嗟余遘阳九,隶也实不力。楚囚缨其冠,传车送穷北。鼎镬甘如饴,求之不可得。阴房阒鬼火,春院闭天黑。牛骥同一皂,鸡栖凤凰食。一朝蒙露,分作沟中瘠。如此再寒暑,百沴自辟易。哀哉沮洳场,为我安乐国。岂有他缪巧,阴阳不能贼。顾此耿耿存,仰视浮云白。悠悠我心悲,苍天曷有极。哲人日已远,典型在夙昔,风檐展书读,古道照颜色。
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
无端的兴奋和郁闷
没有别的,中午下县打秋风,四人喝五瓶白酒,下午去腐败,又喝两瓶啤酒,未醉?!有点兴奋,想打架,想骂街,想闹事。酒壮怂人胆,可惜了那点粮食,酿成酒灌到我的肚里,却没起到好作用。于是突然郁闷,觉得自己的确是堕落了,但以众人的眼光来看,我却是成熟了。至少学会撒酒疯了。说了一堆的酒话,就想让大家批判我一下。来吧,看看一个意志薄弱的人是怎么堕落的吧。
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